I’ve missed you Tumblr.
I have so much on my mind.
First off, time is flying and it’s such a bittersweet feeling. I’m excited for the journey, opportunities, and adventures to come but also really bummed that I’ll be leaving the people I love behind. Especially since it will be during the holidays and I have never been alone on Christmas or New Years.. I really want to be home for the holidays but of course it depends on whether or not plane tickets are reasonable. I’m sure Dad would definitely say it’s okay but I don’t want to put any more burden on him. I’m so excited to start new somewhere else. To be able to be on my own and explore a new place. I can’t wait.
Opportunities always seems to come knocking on the door at such random times, it’s amazing. I really hope this opportunity opens up for me. I’ve been dying to be back in that type of work environment. I’m so thankful that I have such wonderful people in my life that thinks of me when things pop up, like such. Regardless of whether or not this opportunity goes through, I’m thankful for the thought. :)
I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I keep wondering how things would be like now if everything went smoothly back then. It’s heartbreaking to think about the “what if”s. I really wish I could have done more for you. </3
Grandma is holding on with a strong grip and I’m happy to know she’s putting up a fight. I just wished she would remember me.. I’m her baby. I’m the one she always took care of and it breaks my heart to know that she can’t even recognize me. Regardless, she’s my super hero and I love her til forever. <3
"Don’t let anyone pressure you into letting them back into your space. Your space, your terms. If you’re not ready, you’re not ready and that’s OK. Readiness comes with time and faith. You’ll get there."
NO OKAY SERIOUSLY FUCK THIS EPISODE.
THIS MOTHERFUCKING CARTOON ABOUT HOW ASH ADOPTS CHARMADER RUINED MY ENTIRE FUCKING CHILDHOOD
ASH AND GANG FIND THIS LITTLE GUY, SICK AND INJURED ON THIS FUCKING ROCK AFTER HEARING THIS FUCKING DOUCHEBAG TRAINER BRAGGING THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CHARMANDER BECAUSE HE WAS WEAK. AND CHARMANDER IS LOYAL AS FUCK SO HE’S WAITING AND WAITING AND HIS TRAINER THINGS THIS IS FUCKING HILARIOUS BECAUSE HE’S A TOTAL ASSHOLE.
DO YOU KNOW HOW A CHARMANDER’S TAIL FLAME WORKS? WELL LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU. IF HIS FLAME GOES OUT, HE FUCKING DIES.
SO ASH AND GANG RUSH TO SAVE CHARMANDER BECAUSE IT’S RAINING FUCKING HARD, AND WHEN THEY GET THERE HE’S BEING ATTACKED BY SOME SHITTY BIRD POKEMON AND HE’S STRUGGLING SO HARD TO STAY ALIVE AND HE’S HOLDING THIS LITTLE FUCKING LEAF OVER HIS TAIL FLAME WHICH IS SO SMALL AND ABOUT TO GO OUT
AND LITTLE 8 YEAR OLD ME IS JUST FUCKING HYSTERICALLY CRYING OVER THIS FUCKING CHARMANDER AND THE CRUELTY OF MAN
FUCK THIS EPISODE
Yeah that was traumatic.
(Source: neogohann, via dreeeamtails)
"Maybe it’s time to be clear about who I am. I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t live without each other love. And I don’t think that love is here."
Been by my side since day one♡♡♡♡
"What’s here today can be removed by the hours in the day. Enjoy all life awards you with because somewhere down the line you’ve earned it."
-expresses my negative feelings-
-feels bad for doing so-
I give up.